Manifestation

Tiff has inspired me to write about manifestation. Yesterday, I lost my job. I worked as an office manager at a law firm. It wasn't a meaningful job but it morphed into a job that allowed me to work 3 days a week and be paid full time wages and healthcare for me and my family. (I know hold your gasps! I have definitely had it very good!) It has been my job for 11 years. I got the job shortly after college just to earn a paycheck until I decided what I really wanted to do with my life. I always intended to go to law school but it just never felt right to me. So, life got in the way and here I am 34 years old and 3 kids later trying to figure out my next step.

Everyday after my practice I always express my gratitude for my life, my husband, our children and our home. I also ask the universe to bring the people into my life that I need to meet in order to realize my powers and really make a difference in this world. I guess this is the universe clearing the way for those people to enter my life. But I have to say I feel really stunned at this moment and it is quite a blow to our family financially. I'm grateful for the ride that I had but scared of what all of this will mean for my family. I have always believed that nothing happens randomly and that every challenge is an opportunity for growth but I am still freaking out! So, I am concentrating on setting my intentions and manisfesting. I just need to remind myself to be open to the possibilities, especially when the possibilities don't seem to exist. I welcome any insight.